I surround myself with her. I surround myself with Catherine Nguyen. When I look at my state of mind now compared to what it used to be, I know for a fact that I have grown past my age already. I still don't fully understand "love" because as far as I know, love is just another stress ball -- no time for lovin', just cupcaking. But, I know what friendship is. I know I'm not the prettiest, smartest, most popular girl, but I know how I feel, I know who to trust, and I've learned from experiences. There's no need to rant on what I should do, just take action. I know I'll still make stupid mistakes, but for now, I'm in a good position.